What if your soul mate suddenly asks you to stop breathing… Will you do it for love?

I am confused… I have been living my life like the way I do for more than 7 years now. And now I am asked to do a major pattern change in that… I couldnt agree. Its like if I dont agree… I am threatened to lose a big piece of my bread in my life’s happiness. If I agree… I get to live a cheap likeless life which I will regret forever. 

Couldnt take any decision… Feels like a fish out of water. And out of water is like death itself.

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I dont own this image nor I have obtained permission to use it… I found this image in Images google search… found it expressed what I was about to say more specifically.